I want to do that
Recently I’ve been feeling really sad and depressed because I’m overwhelmed by the number of things I want to do and hobbies I want to start, and I’m afraid I’ll never do anything about them. Mainly overwhelmed and scared because I know how long it takes to cultivate a talent or grow a business and I'M LAZY. But saying, “that’s going to take forever to see actual results” or “I’ll never get a big enough audience to care” or “It’ll take years for me to be good at that!” are just excuses.
So anyways, I recognize that I’m giving lots of excuses, and I don’t want to be that person. So in this moment (who knows how long it’ll last – that’s why I need to document this NOW), I don’t want to give any more excuses. I want to be like “I WANT TO DO THAT!” and then do it.
(I want to start a blog)
(I want to write more)
(I want to start a personal instagram account)
(I want to travel)
(I want to go to _________ Fashion Week)
(I want to plan more editorials)
(I want to learn how to sew)
(I want to learn a few languages)
(I want to exercise more)
(I want to not care)
Hold me accountable, dear blog. Let all that I write and share be used to guilt me later when I’m lazy. Amen.